So today Doris and I had a little dinner and a long chat. We talked about our lives in 2011, what we learnt, what we did. It’s really good to have a friend who actually knows you for a while and can share anything with. 🙂 thanks Doris! (She too, said that as compared to before, I seemed much happier now than when I was in a relationship. Audrey said so too. So did Crystal.)
And I spontaneously decided to change my Facebook relationship status. At first, I didn’t want to let others know because I didn’t want the drama. Then I decided that it was because the ex and I talked about it, and that we agreed to let each other know.
Now? I’m just sick of people asking me about him, about when I was getting married, what future plans I had.
I am single, people!
So the change of status on Facebook is more to do a public service announcement that I am single. And that no more plans are in place.
Finally, at least I can shout this out and not care much about it. It was the final step.
Anyway, I got a scolding from my colleague (one of my best buddies colleagues wise, but yea) about how I think so much about this whole relationship status change on Facebook. His point was that obviously people don’t give a damn about me, so why should I even care about the conversation and agreement I had (yes it kinda affected a bit of my moral compass but who cares? Not him!) He has obviously moved on (might I even add, BEFORE he came back to Singapore to “settle” this) and why should I even care?
I was kaypoh and btw found out that he lied to me about not dating anyone BEFORE settling the whole thing in July. I really want to thank him, for opening my eyes to what people can do. Yes, I learnt in Buddhism that things may be dormant in someone until something manifests it. Last time I used to blame myself for it, now I guess it’s his personality.
And of course, karma. I don’t really think we’re meant to be together in this case.
Good night!
2am 🙁