I know my friends are worried about me.
Quite fun to hang out with Audrey, Bi Neng and Pinwen yesterday! We had a Chingay kickoff meeting, but before that we saw a kitten in a box, so everyone thought someone abandoned it there (cats do not put their kittens in boxes). It turns out that the kittens were in a drain and it was raining so they took the kittens out and put it in a box. The mother cat came and took the kittens away and left only one there. We went around looking for the mother cat after the meeting, and couldn’t find it so we went back and waited. And the mother cat did come back and bring the kitten away. 😀
It was all quite drama.
So anyway, we took a bus to Serangoon to have dinner, and in between we thought we were going to have dinner with Audrey’s family (before Pinwen contacted us) and in the end we didn’t. So the 4 of us hung out at Nex, and chatted a lot.
I have a lot of friends telling me that I shouldn’t stop believing in relationships, which is my big problem right now. But somehow, to me it isn’t a problem. That’s why I said my friends are worried. I don’t give a damn about relationships anymore. If someone doesn’t like me, he doesn’t like me. No big deal. If people wants to flirt/play with me, I treat it as they’re just joking and kidding around. It honestly will get very tiring if I try to figure everything out. I quote a friend, “Sometimes people do what they like to do. There doesn’t have to have any reason behind it.” Everyone has their own reasoning and judgement. Who are we to decide? Our perspective and theirs may not be the same. To them, they may be playing or serious, but unless they tell it to my face, they are just playing.
One example would be what was encountered yesterday. Bi Neng and I both saw the mother cat run away with the kitten. To me, the cat was running of pretty fast (because it isn’t easy running away with a kitten in your mouth on four legs) but Bi Neng said it wasn’t running THAT fast. I get what he means as cats definitely can run faster than that, but see how everyone has different perspectives? No one is right or wrong.
Anyway it was quite funny how I was trying to intro girls to Pinwen and he and Audrey to me (guys). But somehow I feel that if I don’t believe in something, the more I shouldn’t get into a relationship as it’ll all turn out wrong. It was also kinda funny how Pinwen kept asking me if I mind dating a person more stupid that me (read: him) and that the relationship won’t last long (3 months). LOL. -.-! And he went around telling everyone that we’re “totally inseparable”. Play too much Sims Social liao LOL.
I think having a relationship isn’t as important anymore. Friendships are more important and I shall put my energy into my new life commitments (cello!!).
Song that was playing in my head since I woke up today: