Short update.

Hello hello. I’m still alive, still surviving! Now that there’s just one paper left, life seems much better and I don’t feel like I’m in a vortex anymore!

And, the bf is back! So happy lah! After 3 weeks of not seeing him, I feel like I’m dreaming or something. Haha. A bit difficult to get to that mood of going out after being at home for so long, but it’s not too bad!

At least I was able to do lots of daimoku at home. Going to finish my 1 million daimoku chart soon! Hopefully tomorrow. Need to print a new one already. But not sure where to look!

Anyway, had a sudden realization yesterday about some aspect of me that I have to change. It’s like I got hypnotized or something. Suddenly I just felt like changing and suddenly my mindset just changed.

I want to go overseas too! But seems like I don’t have the chance. I don’t want to go overseas to shop. I just want to go to a pantai to santai for just one day. But it seems like I don’t get the chance. Just feeling freaking sad can.

Last paper this Saturday. Yay!