Realisation.

HS Band is going to Thailand today.

I SO WANT TO GO WITH THEM! I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO THAILAND!

And they went for a band exchange somemore!! Omg!

Anyway, have fun, people!! 🙂

Okay, as you can see, my life-state is kinda high right now. Coz of something that happened this morning.

Everyday when I do my prayers, I pray that I would improve myself as a whole. And sometimes I would like be a bit jealous of some things that are happening around me, etc and I get pissed off and upset and would show it in the way I speak/behave and it kinda annoys me as well as I don’t want to be someone like this.

So this morning I was looking at some photos and felt a tinge of jealousy/envious, got annoyed, and then this thought came across – “Why must I do this? What will I gain from this?”

I would gain nothing. Nothing except making the person think, “Why is she like that? This is getting on my nerves.” or something and then make myself lose points.

And I wondered why I should feel jealous/envious anyway. It’s like making myself upset and all. There’s just no point!

Then, I realised that I’m not upset/jealous/envious anymore! 😀 Wow!

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