Dear you

I’m not sure if you still visit, and I haven’t updated in ages.

I’ll just leave this open for one of us to stumble upon. Just so that you can read this. Please bear in mind that I am not trying to air our issues to the world.

Today something similar happened again, something that I thought we solved 2 months ago. I really wanted to ask why you don’t follow the agreement we had then, but I know that you probably won’t listen today. I’ll bring this up another day when we are both more awake.

We really need to solve this. And I really want to stop crying.

Love you still.

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and I’m waiting for my rocket to come.

Writing this on my phone once again before i paste this on my blog. :p

Will be jamming again tonight! One year ago, i dunno how it feels like to be in a pop/rock band, now i’m enjoying the process and linking the things that i am learning with the symphonic band things that I know.

A song that reminded me of the time when I did an arrangement came on my mp3. And i wonder if i should complete the arrangement that I did a few years back? One reason why I didnt continue was a lack of time and skill. The change of key killed me. Anyway, now that I roughly know about the chords stuff, I think it might speed up my process a bit more instead of listening and trying each note out.

Sometimes my mp3 player surprises me, with forgotten songs appearing on my playlist.

Tomorrow’s a colleague’s last day at work. I still remember the first day when he came in. And I am still here.

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12 awesome days at Hong Kong (22 May – 2 June 2011)

Let’s just say that cause and effect is the most interesting and amazing law that I have ever observed based on recent events.

It sounds quite cheesy, but if the major turning point didn’t happen, I probably wouldn’t have gone to Hong Kong with Audrey, Bi Neng and Tommy. I was rather upset then, and wanted to be alone myself somewhere and I thought HK would be a good escape for me to get my mind off things. Tricia suggested asking Audrey along, as it wouldn’t be safe for me wandering along the streets of HK alone. And I’m honestly glad I did! 🙂 Along the way with regards to the planning, Audrey’s bf Bi Neng joined us, and also her brother Tommy. To be perfectly honest, I had only met Bi Neng once before he agreed to join us in this trip, and I had never really talked to Tommy before. It was all exciting. 🙂 And if the turning point didn’t happen, I would have been the closed minded angry me, who because I was trapped in such unhappiness then, would be unable to open my life up to be happy to have more people around me.

I was pretty much in a direction of self-destruction before the turning point happened. Okay anyway, enough about it.

These 12 days I felt were the best 12 days I ever had in a really long time. It was only Audrey and I staying over at Tricia’s for the first 8 days (2 days in Macau too) and Tommy and Bi Neng joined us on the last 4 days of the trip.

I probably did a lot the most DMK for this trip (much more than the Chengdu trip) and even on the trip itself. Of course, having good company definitely helped and I really want to thank Audrey for accompanying me these 12 days, Tricia, for allowing us to stay at her place foc, Tommy for taking care of whatever that I didn’t notice and Bi Neng for joining us. 🙂

Even though we’ve been back for more than 1 month, I still can’t stop telling everyone how awesome this trip was and I am pretty glad that I am still really good friends with Audrey and Tommy!!

Going to put random pictures here and a few sentences here and there.

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Haven’t blogged in a while.

Haven’t blogged in a while.

This post was supposed to be a complaint, but I wrote in to the blogshop that I wanted to complain about and they replied me. But I realised that they don’t really know how to handle customer complaints.

So much has happened, and I guess I’ll slowly blog about the events then. 🙂

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Whoa yesterday was emo.

Ooo man, reading back yesterday’s entry was a bit creepy. Yes I recall how I felt then, but it’s still weird as it doesn’t usually happen to me.

Anyway, got my first sem results today. It wasn’t bad. 🙂 But I’m contented for now. haha

FB is acting up again.

But yesterday’s entry on how I love Huzaen still stays.

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